i never thought that i'd be one of those people.
one of those people that don't feel like living life anymore.
one of those poeple that don't feel like it's worth it.
i'm not suicidal or anything. but i just don't understand why i'm here. i don't know what i need to do to be happy. i hope this doesn't sound selfish. i just feel so..
depressed. i never knew what it felt like until now.

but when i told a close friend this, (rather not say their name) they acted like i was just talking out of my ass. like it was nothing imporant.

but i don't know. if i can't find a logical reason for living anymore, i don't know how much longer i'll last. someone help me. please? anybody. i'll take any advice.